The Love of My Life (Geffy Lorenzo Fulay)

I met him when I entered my first year in college. I really didn't feel comfortable going to school but because of him, I looked forward to going to school everyday. It wasn't that special at first because I was the one who kept chasing after him (literally). I was obsessed!!! I have done many things that I thought I would not be able to do but because I was obsessed with him, well I did it anyway. The saddest part was he showed he on my face that he didn't like me. He avoided me whenever he could. I was really brokenhearted--devastated, actually. And then probably a few months later, i learned that he was going to leave to study in another place. I acted like I didn't care but the truth was I was deeply hurt. I also learned that the reason why he wanted to leave was because he had a girlfriend and he wanted to follow her so that he could be where she was. (Sigh) Ouch!

Two years passed... I kind of forgot about him because for me, at that time, he was nothing but an illusion I would never reach. And then, something happened. We got in touch again and that was it... I never knew we would be more than friends. At first, I thought it was just for fun. He told me that his girlfriend broke up with him recently so I thought he would just use me so that he could move on somehow. And me, well... I had a boyfriend at that time whom I was crazy about (that's what I thought) so I sort of used him to  make my boyfriend jealous. All seems to be okay. We had our first date. We watched a movie. We had our first kiss (Giggles). And then, I found out that he was already serious about me. I didn't see that one coming. I can still remember that night when he cried over the phone because I joked about breaking up with him. I was speechless. It was just so sweet to have a guy cry over you (Laughs).  

And then the time came when I had to make my decision of whom I was going to choose: my boyfriend of eight months or him. Obviously, I chose him. The reason was because my boyfriend at that time was just too busy to spend time with me and I didn't think he was that serious with me. I got tired of just doing everything for him to make our relationship work so I dumped him. It wasn't that easy. It hurt too to see him shocked and tormented. He begged me not to leave him but I already made my decision. So, that was it. He let me go.

Did I make the right decision? A BIG YES!!!

We've been together for three years now and I will never regret the day I met him. I would gladly go through it all again. I have found everything that I wanted in him: soulmate, best friend, boyfriend and future husband he-he-heh. 

Of course in a relationship, there are lots of ups and downs. We also fight... we fight a lot actually he-he-heh. But the nicest thing about fighting is after that, when we make up, it's like everything's new again. It's like we never fought at all!

Until now, I find it so hard to believe that such an amazing person loves me a lot and understands me like nobody can. I can never find someone like him. He's just one of a kind. I'm really lucky to have him in my life and it will never be the same again because he has changed me a lot. I've become a better person because of him. Everything just seems so right whenever I'm with him. I just can't imagine myself without him.

I don't know if he knows this but I really, really care for him and I truly love him. I know I did some horrible mistakes in the past and I want to thank him for forgiving me and understanding me. I don't want to make promises that I shall never commit faults again but I can promise him one thing, I can only love him and him alone for the rest of my life. 

        I Love You Baby Forever!!!!!