Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Hear Me Out

It's awful to be unheard. I want to shout to the whole world what I feel right now: anxiety, despair and nausea.

Is he thinking of me, too right now? Does he feel the same way that I do? Things are so complicated. Why are there people who want to destroy us? Can they not just mind their own lives? How pathetic. I smell jealousy...envy. (Sigh)

How can I explain to him that I love him more than my life and I will never do anything to ruin our special relationship? I can never blame him for doubting me. I know I have done many wrongs in the past and I regretted them all. I don't know how to prove to him that what I am saying is true. I could never love another guy the way I love him and no one would ever take his place.

I feel like vomiting because of the stress I'm in right now. I have never felt so helpless in my life. I cannot live without him. It's something I don't ever want to experience. I knew it from the start that we were meant to be.



Baby, if you happen to read this, please listen to me. Hear what I am saying. I love you and I will never do anything that might cause our breakup. Trust and believe in me.




I love your forever...you know that.

0 comments:

Post a Comment

 

The Lion and the Crab
© 2008. Design By: SkinCorner