The Love of My Life (Geffy Lorenzo Fulay)

I met him when I entered my first year in college. I really didn't feel comfortable going to school but because of him, I looked forward to going to school everyday. It wasn't that special at first because I was the one who kept chasing after him (literally). I was obsessed!!! I have done many things that I thought I would not be able to do but because I was obsessed with him, well I did it anyway. The saddest part was he showed he on my face that he didn't like me. He avoided me whenever he could. I was really brokenhearted--devastated, actually. And then probably a few months later, i learned that he was going to leave to study in another place. I acted like I didn't care but the truth was I was deeply hurt. I also learned that the reason why he wanted to leave was because he had a girlfriend and he wanted to follow her so that he could be where she was. (Sigh) Ouch!

Two years passed... I kind of forgot about him because for me, at that time, he was nothing but an illusion I would never reach. And then, something happened. We got in touch again and that was it... I never knew we would be more than friends. At first, I thought it was just for fun. He told me that his girlfriend broke up with him recently so I thought he would just use me so that he could move on somehow. And me, well... I had a boyfriend at that time whom I was crazy about (that's what I thought) so I sort of used him to  make my boyfriend jealous. All seems to be okay. We had our first date. We watched a movie. We had our first kiss (Giggles). And then, I found out that he was already serious about me. I didn't see that one coming. I can still remember that night when he cried over the phone because I joked about breaking up with him. I was speechless. It was just so sweet to have a guy cry over you (Laughs).  

And then the time came when I had to make my decision of whom I was going to choose: my boyfriend of eight months or him. Obviously, I chose him. The reason was because my boyfriend at that time was just too busy to spend time with me and I didn't think he was that serious with me. I got tired of just doing everything for him to make our relationship work so I dumped him. It wasn't that easy. It hurt too to see him shocked and tormented. He begged me not to leave him but I already made my decision. So, that was it. He let me go.

Did I make the right decision? A BIG YES!!!

We've been together for three years now and I will never regret the day I met him. I would gladly go through it all again. I have found everything that I wanted in him: soulmate, best friend, boyfriend and future husband he-he-heh. 

Of course in a relationship, there are lots of ups and downs. We also fight... we fight a lot actually he-he-heh. But the nicest thing about fighting is after that, when we make up, it's like everything's new again. It's like we never fought at all!

Until now, I find it so hard to believe that such an amazing person loves me a lot and understands me like nobody can. I can never find someone like him. He's just one of a kind. I'm really lucky to have him in my life and it will never be the same again because he has changed me a lot. I've become a better person because of him. Everything just seems so right whenever I'm with him. I just can't imagine myself without him.

I don't know if he knows this but I really, really care for him and I truly love him. I know I did some horrible mistakes in the past and I want to thank him for forgiving me and understanding me. I don't want to make promises that I shall never commit faults again but I can promise him one thing, I can only love him and him alone for the rest of my life. 

        I Love You Baby Forever!!!!!

Is Kakashi Really Dead?

Is it really goodbye to Hatake Kakashi, one of the best characters in Naruto? Noooooooooooo!!!! Could it be possible that he could escape Pain's attack? Maybe...because he has the sharingan, right? He can anticipate the enemy's attack. But I've read some forums and that he really is dead. Masashi Kishimoto is such a killer ha-hah. Peace. Well, I hope he's not. There were some discussions like the Anbu member who was named by Tsunade as Yamato will be Kakashi's replacement in Team 10 (Naruto's Team).

Well, I really hope he's not dead. Just unconscious he-heh. It's not fair. After Jiraiya, there's Kakashi? No way. He's a great ninja so he should be kept alive. He might even be a Hokage he-heh.

Burning Up

I'm hot, you're cold
You go around like you know
Who I am, but you don't
You got me on my toes

I'm slipping into the lava
And I'm trying to keep from going under
Baby you turn the temperature hotter
Cause I'm burning up, burning up
For you baby

Come on girlI fell (I fell) so fast (so fast)
Can't hold myself back
High heels (high heels) red dress (red dress)all by yourself
Gotta catch my breath

I'm slipping into the lava
And I'm trying to keep from going under
Baby you turn the temperature hotter
Cause I'm burning up, burning up
For you baby

Walk in the room
All I can see is you
Staring me down
I know you feel it too

I'm slipping into the lava
And I'm trying to keep from going under
Baby you turn the temperature hotter
Cause I'm burning up, burning up
For you baby
Slipping into the lava
And I'm trying to keep from going under
Baby you turn the temperature hotter
Cause I'm burning up, burning up
For you baby

Burning up in this place tonight
Brother sing it loud (and we're feeling it right)
Get up and dance, don't try and fight it
Big rob is for real (and that's no lie)
Stop drop and roll (and touch the floor)
To keep from burning up (more and more)
Got J.B. with me, playing it down
Come on boys, let's bring the chorus around

I'm slipping into the lava
And I'm trying to keep from going under
Baby you turn the temperature hotter
Cause I'm burning up, burning upFor you baby
Burning up, burning up, for you baby

Interesting

mood: confused

song: bleeding love

I like playing online games. It usually is a boy thing but I don't know why I got hooked with it. I like level up games because you kind of think that you're the one who's actually levelling up. I mean, it sounds pretty weird but sometimes I pretend that I am my character in the game. And if you think that it doesn't get any weirder than that, you're wrong. I even dress up as one of the characters in the game. Totally weird huh?

7 things lyrics

Sha, sha, sha

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost itIt's not possible for me not to careAnd now we're standing in the rainBut nothing's ever gonna changeUntil you hear, my dearThe 7 things I hate about you!The 7 things I hate about you, oh youYou're vain, your games, you're insecureYou love me, you like herYou make me laugh, you make me cryI don't know which side to buyYour friends, they're jerksWhen you act like them, just know it hurtsI wanna be with the one I knowAnd the 7th thing I hate the most that you doYou make me love youIt's awkward and silentAs I wait for you to sayWhat I need to hear nowYour sincere apologyWhen you mean it, I'll believe itIf you text it, I'll delete itLet's be clearOh, I'm not coming backYou're taking 7 steps hereThe 7 things I hate about you!You're vain, your games, you're insecureYou love me, you like herYou make me laugh, you make me cryI don't know which side to buyYour friends, they're jerksWhen you act like them, just know it hurtsI wanna be with the one I knowAnd the 7th thing I hate the most that you doYou make me love youAnd compared to all the great thingsThat would take too long to writeI probably should mention the 7 that I likeThe 7 things I like about you!Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi'sWhen we kiss I'm hypnotizedYou make me laugh, you make me cryBut I guess that's both I'll have to buyYour hands in mineWhen we're intertwined, everything's alrightI wanna be with the one I knowAnd the 7th thing I like most that you doYou make me love you, you do